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Bachang by Nagori-Kirashi The Hand of the King by Nagori-Kirashi
Luke Cutridge by Nagori-Kirashi Kurite Blanc by Nagori-Kirashi
Magnetres by Nagori-Kirashi Cheshire Fox by Nagori-Kirashi

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Patchwork Sunshine



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~*Billions o' Stamps*~




Requests are closed stamp by Memento-palace Stamp: Commissions Closed III by MissLadyMinx Stamp: Art Trades Closed by MissLadyMinx

Where you'll find my heart:

Germany Stamp by l8 Russia by LifesDestiny America Stamp by l8
Flag of Lebanon Stamp by xxstamps The Unity Stamp by Bealzabuth Ukraine Stamp by l8
Japan by LifesDestiny France Stamp by l8 United Kingdom Stamp by l8


Other Stamps describing me -
[some silly, some serious, all true enough]

Fabulous Dog Walk by Nagori-Kirashi OC's Are My Babies by Foxxie-Chan With Wings - Male Version by Nagori-Kirashi
Lightning by Snow-Body Stamp: Will Work For Vinyl by Merakhni object heads by CottonValent
DW Weeping Angel Stamp by TwilightProwler Le Moustache Stamp by Leafbreeze7 digital-artists stamp by CookiemagiK
Coffee Stamp by CarinaReis My last stamp I promise by LightShappy RUSSIA by DeviantSith
Respect for Birds Stamp by VampsStock Nerdy Boyfriend stamp by missjesswinkwink Black And White Stamp by PhysicalMagic
Transgender Butterflies by Dametora Nobodies are Perfect by Nagori-Kirashi Music is my Sport Stamp by guitarcraze
Agnostic Stamp by AirieFeristo Stamp - Final Fantasy by shadowed-light-waves Dreams Stamp by Kezzi-Rose
White Pom love stamp by Messybun Soccer fail by Cathines-Stamps Bloody Stamp by Tripp-X-Foxx
Love Black and White -stamp- by sara-satellite Firefox Stamp by EvoIIICE9A Uniform Fetish by coffinberry
Stamp: Bird Abuse by T-VR free by Animal-Stamp Coffee rules by cafeinomane
I'm tiny by Animal-Stamp Catwa Stamp by Baka-Monkey Sora x Roxas Stamp by ShinraiFaith
Catwa and a Sink by Baka-Monkey Stamp: Ceiling by Roxy317 xX:HEWIE.Stamp by xX-x-Rai-x-Xx
Evil Teddy Bear stamp by TheDragonofDoom Freedom stamp by DeviantSith Greetings Minions by Bakerize
Caffeine Stamp by pixelworlds Mangaka Stamp by GsLucky I love grey stamp by violetsteel
OC - Soul Stamp by Alphares stamp :: cat lover by octobre-rouge I support FAIL fox -Stamp- by Katttty920
Roxas+Namine Stamp by Jokersita Just Practicing by madoka-chuu A Citizen of the World by I-support-stamps
Black Knight Stamp by frenchguy100 Autumn Stamp by PhysicalMagic Arctic Fox Stamp by TangyMallow
Stamp that never was. by jeeshgirl Wings Stamp by Rubixa-Seraph Squeenix by Nagori-Kirashi
Pencils Excite Me Stamp by Kita-Angel RokuNami Stamp by Bean-Sprout Honey stamp by Lauren-hime

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Trans Guy

Journal Entry: Sat Feb 22, 2014, 10:49 PM
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I apologize for my absence. I don't usually do journals this personal anymore, but one last time I'll give it a shot, cause it's definitely important in how I see myself as an artist (although I'll keep it pretty short).


I'm coming out as transgender [ftm]. Emote - Shy Wave 01 


For most of my life, I've felt different from girls. When I was young, being called a girl was an insult to me. For many years after puberty (which was a painful experience for me because I was convinced before then that I had been misgendered at birth), I considered myself 'whitewashed' of personality... a mirror that sucked in girly shit and threw it back at people to make them happy. Often, poorly.


The last year, a great multitude of factors have bore me too thin to keep up a feminine appearance. It's been an exciting journey of self discovery, but due to many losses from my coming out (a fear that kept me in denial for all of highschool and most of college), I've also found it to be a very bitter experience that has launched me into a series of art concepts ranging from comical to sickening.

Llama Emoji-10 (Shy) [V1] 

Crosswinds has always been a deep part of my escape, the beginning of the story itself is even based around Shailah's escape into another dimension where she discovers she's nothing like who she thought she was. However, after reading the entire script, I realized it's Kai -- not Shailah -- who I really put myself into.


Much of why I need a break is to reanalyze not only myself, but how I personally view the story that's kept me alive all these years. I believe this will create a healthy level of detachment from the storyline, which will allow me to work on it with less anxiety.


I don't hate who I was, it just wasn't me in the mirror... me walking down the street, me giggling... every day was lived with a hint of spite. I just want my fucking goatee already

Dysphoria Vs. Gender Expectations by Nagori-Kirashi

Anyway, with that said, I might be missing for a little while yet as I continue my journey down the rabbit hole and settle my brains, except for some artworks that further help me explore my identity. If you are interested in seeing these works, please feel free to vote on my poll... otherwise, be assured I'm the same careless narcissist that I was before -- just, with more "sir".


:jsenn: ~Nagori K.* :snowflake:


P.S. is Nagori Kirashi a girly name? The shits I don't give. Cheers, ladies and gentlemen.... :music:


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  • Mood: Apprehensive
  • Listening to: COOLRUNNINGS - "Megalomania"
  • Drinking: Earl Grey Tea with Milk

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"A military operation involves deception. Even though you are competent, appear to be incompetent. Though effective, appear to be ineffective." [Sun-tzu]

:flame: "Some say the world will end in fire, some say in ice...." :snowflake:

[Journal Poll] Would you be alright / interested with me sharing works related to my gender identity? nagori-kirashi.deviantart.com/… 

71%
5 deviants said Yes, it's a powerful topic with lots of misunderstanding. Might be interesting.
29%
2 deviants said No, it would draw too much attention / be weird.
0%
No deviants said No, keep that shit in the closet. I don't need to know, just keep up your normal art.
0%
No deviants said Yes, by the gods just UPLOAD SOMETHING NEW. I don't care what.

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:iconzanthia0:
Zanthia0 Mar 29, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
Thanks for the fav +fav !
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AbusedWolf Mar 17, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
Thank you so muuuuuch for the watch 
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Nagori-Kirashi Mar 28, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
:blush: You are most welcome. :music:
Sorry for my ridiculous delay...
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:iconroxasnamineforever:
Thanks for the favs hun :3
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Nagori-Kirashi Mar 16, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
:iconninjaglompplz: Always my pleasure!!
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Pixx-73 Feb 11, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
Thank you so much for faving. Thanks for everything! I am sorry for the delay.
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Nagori-Kirashi Feb 22, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
:giggle: My pleasure, truly!
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:iconnieruu:
Thank you for the fav <3 :iconuhuhuhuplz:
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Nagori-Kirashi Feb 22, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
D'awwww........ :iconfoxshyplz:
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